A Heart-felt Sensation
As the clock ticks my life away, I can't seem to understand or rather comprehend what might lie ahead.
It's these forces, the conditions that we are expected to live under that confuse me.
It's the instability of a well thought-out life plan that makes my life so fragile in structure.
I've tried it all; I've tried waking up at the same time every day, following a list of tasks that are meant to be done, meant to be taken care of in a constrained time span. I've tried waking up whenever my body tells me it's time. I've tried losing touch with everyone around me, living in my own reality. Nothing seems to work.
Nothing makes me motivated enough to reach my goal.
I've tried, I've tried and I'm tired.
At the end of the day, when I feel that sensation in my heart,
I know my life has purpose, and I'd be damned if I didn't try harder.